Hello! My name is Catalina, but you may simply refer to me as Cat! This blog mostly consists of Homestuck, several animes and video games. Tumblr (3.0; @ampurra)http://ampurra.tumblr.com/<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://homestuckroleplayresources.tumblr.com/post/35466743495">homestuckroleplayresources</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>A freakishly long guide to roleplaying an autistic catgirl in a cave I mean Nepeta Leijon. </p> <p><a href="http://homestuckroleplayresources.tumblr.com/post/35466743495">Read More</a></p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35466936435http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35466936435Sun, 11 Nov 2012 01:10:37 -0500GUYS I FINALLY MADE THE NEPETA RP GUIDEGO GO CHECK IT OUT<p>since im too lazy to edit my theme have a vanellope hanging on my sidebar</p>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35455654692http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35455654692Sat, 10 Nov 2012 22:04:39 -0500<p>ive been listening to the sugar rush theme song in repeat for how many hours now</p>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35454846879http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35454846879Sat, 10 Nov 2012 21:52:20 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md93rhXI8R1r1iprzo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md93rhXI8R1r1iprzo2_500.png"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nyarawr.tumblr.com/post/35380147005/o-o">nyarawr</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>(=^•ω•^=)</p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35440692214http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35440692214Sat, 10 Nov 2012 18:21:12 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md5fbkAJx41qi3uajo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35438727904http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35438727904Sat, 10 Nov 2012 17:52:50 -0500k on<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdah7dMGiB1qhh1sfo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35438557534http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35438557534Sat, 10 Nov 2012 17:50:23 -0500wreck it ralphDIES<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcuikamRHg1rsc51fo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033715933http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033715933Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:19:41 -0500<iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F62365054&liking=false&sharing=false&origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="500" height="116"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://speaking-lyrics.tumblr.com/post/32967650328/owl-city-when-i-can-see-you-again-wreck-it">speaking-lyrics</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong>Owl City - </strong><em>When I Can See You Again (Wreck It Ralph Theme</em></p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033692613http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033692613Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:19:20 -0500mewsici love this song so much omg<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5q9edMPaV1rpu7vwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033215060http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35033215060Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:12:30 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcy3ctPGDe1ry0l76o1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35032496015http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35032496015Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:02:16 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcxn81gYG51qjv6zxo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35032488722http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35032488722Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:02:10 -0500<p>since i cant really trust anyone with my feelings why not put everything under a pointless read more </p> <p>or in general my life is basically shit and nobody cares </p> <p><!-- more --></p> <p>man i dont really know why my entire life is shit theres so much to mention im seriously going to end up writing my entire life story </p> <p>blah ok first personal shit like ever since my dad married that fucking disgusting religious freak he doesnt really seem to care about me anymore </p> <p>this fucking lady wow im not religious at all but really all she talks about is her religion. everything is about her religion. the lady continues to force my dad to get into a batshit annoying religion. my dad and the lady don&#8217;t even have a fucking relationship except the lady trying to suck in everyone the lady can find to get into the ladys religion. </p> <p>the ladys idiotic daughter always ruining shit for me. all the ladys daughter ever talks about is how im always on a goddamn computer screen all the time. its like they basically live to mock me how i only care about a computer. </p> <p>man I DONT KNOW maybe its because i use it to get away from my intoxicated smoking mother that basically treats me like shit?? my mother that doesnt know how to take care of her own child?</p> <p>the mother that cant cook? cant find a fucking job? poor off her ass she manipulates people to give her money? the obese lady that basically only feeds off of shit like burger king? cant even learn how to take care of HERSELF?</p> <p>its such a conflict between my mother and my father. they refuse to speak to eachother, due to reasons that they always lie to me about. their sides of the story that i dont even know WHO OR WHAT TO TRUST? </p> <p>basically my entire childhood was ruined for me. finding out all of these horrible things about my parents i wasnt even capable of understanding. like oh my god my mother even admitted that santa wasnt real when i was like 8 because she couldnt afford to buy me a fucking present. </p> <p>can i at least get a 99 cent snowglobe so i know that you care so much about me? but fuck no you had to give me the cheapest ass toy from burger king its like she doesnt put any thought to it. its like she just bought a kids meal, ate the food for herself and just gave me a toy to consider it a birthday or christmas present. </p> <p>i mean obviously im old enough for that shit now but it still kinda frickin hurts that these people never actually gave a shit about me. i feel like nobody really cared about me. </p> <p>this morning i woke up choking to the smell of cigarettes spilled on my bedroom floor. </p> <p>so basically what i do to getaway from all of this is roleplay. i rather much pretend to be an autistic catgirl in a cave than live my own life thank u very much. but the thing that really makes me happy is that</p> <p>people actually appreciated my roleplay? wow i got so many nice compliments and so many people were so sweet and they liked my roleplaying and they thought it was popular and quality.. wow when i made my meulin 300 followers rolled in in just one month ive never been so happy</p> <p>i really worked hard for my musings. tagged every single thing i reread the lines every day it was like schoolwork but for studying characters. i feel like i was the only one that payed attention to the little details of a character that nobody else could realize. </p> <p>until i found out that people never actually liked me or cared about me as a person. they liked me because i was quality and i had a lot of followers. people only liked me because i played my character well. they never actually cared about my opinions or the living person behind the character. </p> <p>a few people i considered close friends talked shit about me behind my back. as the mun, they thought i was annoying and a huge drama bomb. it&#8217;s true, i really freaking am. </p> <p>they said they only sticked with me because i was their favorite roleplayer. wow, that really fucking hurt. hurts to know people dont actually like you. only for what you do. </p> <p>so i just gave up and deleted all my roleplay blogs. im not doing this anymore if people never really cared about me. </p> <p>nobody ever did, anyway. </p> <p>my dad has been confiscating my computer and everything i basically love and cherish. he said that i was becoming bratty and spoiled and abusive. it&#8217;s all true. it&#8217;s all so true. </p> <p>when he was taking away my laptop and i was screaming at him to give it back, u can basically sense that hes making a troll face and whispering &#8220;trololololol&#8221; sensually in your ear. </p> <p>its like he kind of wanted to see me like this. i dont want to live anymore if nobody ever gave a shit about me. i dont want to live anymore knowing that such disgusting, careless people surround me.</p>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35031953849http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35031953849Sun, 04 Nov 2012 21:54:00 -0500tw: suicidebitchmun strikes again<p>apparently hitting my forehead with a waterbottle didnt help</p>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35029191347http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35029191347Sun, 04 Nov 2012 21:16:42 -0500:(bitchmun strikes again<p>maybe im just flippin desperate to regain appreciation and attention again</p>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35028464988http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35028464988Sun, 04 Nov 2012 21:06:53 -0500bitchmun strikes again<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcyy9dLmNm1qbnquho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35028334903http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35028334903Sun, 04 Nov 2012 21:05:08 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mce1gfZSEt1rbgqnpo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://bornthiswailord.tumblr.com/post/35001346091" class="tumblr_blog">bornthiswailord</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://tegaki.pipa.jp/671799/22072360.html">By 「楽駄」</a></p></blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001418586http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001418586Sun, 04 Nov 2012 15:18:03 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcymcvSNIN1rwf59fo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chirisazame.tumblr.com/post/34982415761/by">chirisazame</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>by <a href="http://drawr.net/tsuki0712">月山</a></p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001339003http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001339003Sun, 04 Nov 2012 15:17:03 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mau3iaS4Lq1rpekqbo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sugoihime.tumblr.com/post/32177101078">sugoihime</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>i’ve found u miss new booty </p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001280960http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001280960Sun, 04 Nov 2012 15:16:18 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m55wfsTbEu1rxvfsho1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sinnohgirl.tumblr.com/post/24490377662">sinnohgirl</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong><a href="http://drawr.net/show.php?id=2785507#rid3448320">★</a></strong> by <a href="http://drawr.net/moromoroitigo23beberu">ベルちぁん</a></p> </blockquote>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001012183http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35001012183Sun, 04 Nov 2012 15:12:51 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll3u0sJoTC1qdmxsio1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35000979125http://ampurra.tumblr.com/post/35000979125Sun, 04 Nov 2012 15:12:26 -0500